22 January 2007 - ANNOUNCEMENT!!!

 tk note ppl, my blog has shifted to.. here will be my old bloggie le. tk care ppl! do add me in ur new link , n tag if can. haha!

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18 January 2007 - i felt bad

dots this is 2nd time i type the same thing. cuz bloggin at work n jus nw black out. i almost blog finish le... ver long .. nvm.. anyway i felt bad of mani things , i shorten it nw ...

(1) i felt bad to neglect parents , bros, and oso to throw temper qutie often recently. mainly i am ver stress ove $.. in deep debt... hais. foreva cant clear... nw i mus change to start savingh.. haha.. i am starting with $1 a dae.. n piggy bank is stil given by da de.. slam dunk one. so cute. haha...

(2) i felt bad oso cuz i neglect da n kip throwing temper or fierce to da.. sry le my da,. he reali ver kind, patient and gd to me... hw can a guy endure so long n much de.. i duno hw de lo. bt i can oni say i am ver lucky ba... to meet him , to noe him, to hae him as my da. lol. thks god for the gif, n i simply i wil do is cherish this gift =) frankly i am reali ver scare the dae when he get enlisted, i wil sure damn sad n siann n lost... i cant imagine when nobody is there for me, nobody luffs w me.. hae to wait n wait for the weekend...

(3) i felt bad i kip asking friends to help me this n that yet i cant help much for them. ppl like ss , hunni, jx, eil fl, etc.. all i alwys ma fan them de... like help me record show, borrow ntuc card, help me dye hair, etc.............oso kip borrow $ frm them ...thks my gers =)

anyway i going revamp my blog. maybe changing to blogspot. haha. easier to load pic, easier to change skin.. why nt. haha... dun need rely on kl .. haha ma fan him.. oso i going to mk a new video put in blog .all during weekedn la. haha. no time .. going dl new songs os. 3album.. haha ..

jx so lucky won she concert ticket. too bad vern wan so i cant go.. sigh .. so hua lo, gt fei lun hai oso.. i like them... esp wu zun... she i oso love..  i heaven watch their show . lol after love havord ba.. k ba i go work le.. cya

this sat lunch w yjr yeah.... going huni house watch those recorded show .. aahhah yeap!

16 January 2007 - busy

new week started. mon starts w a damn stomachache. o bi lo. cuz i eat so heaty . .. i hae long waited this day. sweetie twinkz said bring mec for me todae, and reali she brought it today. bt ystd i drank herbal tea , had earli zzz so today better, thou in the mid of work pain again. bt endured. didnt each twinkz' mec. cuz i dun wan rely on mec. yeap! went to meet da after work, dinner... went to the tution centre to check it out. $5 per hr... is nt for earning $ place, for gaining exp. tt wat the person said. i wana gif it a try. he said can come jus one week once, so i chose sat, starting da dun wan, bt after telling him, he want. then i inform the person in charge. bt i think he stil considering whether want me mah.... hope wan ... cuz sat teach oni 10 am to 1pm, near my hse oso. walk can reach le. one mth gt $60 . after work one mth increast to $70. nt bad la. small $. easy to teach oso. duno can ask the mentor oso. hope can hae the job. i nw wan to earn lots $ to clear debt n save more. bt seem not much gd news....

i wan pass my basic exam... stupid me fail. heard frm alvin private can practice oso just one booklet per time.. tml wil call n check it out , hope reali can. then i wil be damn hapi .lol ...

this two days were busy ... time flies fast cuz gt stuff to do. bt one thing i kip doing wrong things, yet the worst thing is i duno at all. hais. so guilty, yet they two neva scold me. they are ver nice in charge.... bt sometimes i can feel emily llike nt ver hapi... bt who to blame, is my fault. haha... this two days i been eating w twinkz and lilian... haha felt rather bad like pang seh the other grp.. haha. then when they go, i go back to them again ver bad. haha. bt i reali enjoy eating w twinkz n lilian. in fact to be frank, i go to work, my most happiest thing is to hang ard w them, maybe cuz i can click w them ba. the rest nope nope.. n the ppl there alwys shout here n there. haha. tt is adults 's environment ba. yea tml gt a new temp come.... haha same as me , jus complete a level. she wil be sitting beside me. haha hope is chio bu .lol...

ok gt to zzz earli le. gd nite. frm ystd is my new begining for mani stuffs...

12 January 2007 - hOrrAY!

today is fri. haha. hapi hapi. got my hairdryer le. philips. think nt gd de, cuz oni $14 . was late when meet the seller. haha. bt hack. work one hr OT. lol. heard lilian is nt leaving , she wil stay on see hw is it first. tt wat she told me. hope is true. yeap yeap .lol. went hm , took mrt, super packed. n cuz the rain, n train gt prob mani interuption... then so squeezy , i enter the mrt, the people behind kip pushing n i jus shouted pls stop pushing. haha. first time in my life. hahA! haha then i dun dare look up . ps lah! bt they reali wat la squeeze like wat sia. settle w chal $ le yeah! bt i going broke le. after deducting ever thing.. n going chal, etc.. no more $ =(

wah lexus cheese biscuit so nice! haha. i ate whole box jus within two days. haha thks twinkz... i oni hear b4, is the first time i try, bit kuku la. lol i going buy again. haha

tml yjr coming my hse le ! yeah! haha thou fl n eil may nt staying bt at least all are going to kbox. i actuali quit singing le bt nvm. i maybe sing less or anyhw sing lo. lol. voice sux.

i love the show of THE PEAK. so nice... maybe to me la. haha others dun like spore show. haha. elvin ng ver cute n funni. haha n the zhenya damn chio, n i realise ou xuan lost a lot as in appearance , cuz  of the zhenya. bt my friends dun think is nice. lol

10 January 2007 - happi ger =)

 great work. busy today ( at least) . went to vivo eat with twinkz , lilian and emily. all my seniors. haha. normally i eat w janice they all. but today because nan der lilian come back... so eat with them .. they are very nice collegue. ( duno hw spell). this two days took same bus to work with twinkz. went hm together too. haha so sweet of her stil bring cheese biscuit for me. frankly very nice la the biscuit. today i ate alot. oh ya saw taufik in the same shop as where we eat. the food is nice. yumyum! maybe i will follow them eat lunch for thu & fri. cuz is lilian 's last two days... sob sob.. will miss her!

i am happy today, because time flies fast. in fact  i am happi everday as long no sad things happen. n i everyday will look forward at night because gt my fav show. haha. " ZHUI GAO DIAN" damn nice, mani shuai ge n mei nv. elvin ng, christopher lee, qi yi wu , ou xuan, the blind ger... wah the blind ger acting nt bad! ( heard she porn star??????? doubt so. rumours la, dun bellieve)

went to distribute sum flyers for tution stuff. near my block oso opposite jj... then i went to the top floor. n i look opposite. saw jj , n all my feelings come back. so miss jj. there are so mani memories there. i even tk pic. lol. bo liao. bt i miss mah. cuz i spend most of my time at there... esp when preparing for exam. i sunday & public hols oso go back study frm morning til late nite leh. miss those days when study w them... makan together...feeling the excitment to finish exam.... jj is like my 2nd hse lo. then stil gt the field, we alws wan pon sch, pon pc. etc. then we even jog ... then hunny they all see jelly or elephant... etc.... all will be kept nicely in my memories.

oh ya a list of work for me to choose if neva go uni ( all i oso dun mind ) :

(1) HUMAN RESOURCE (HR)

(2) AIR STEWARD ( duno hw spell)

(3) SECRETARY ( need tk secretrial course whether u got go uni or nt )

(4) COUNSELLOR

(5) PRI SCH TEACHER
plus some odd job like private tutor, go into stocks (after gt $), to earn more income. yup of  cuz plus SAVE will survive ba!

ps: sry my blogskin is nt complete. cuz kl is busy....

pics:

 with lilian & twinkz =)

me & mei nv at candY emPire...

 in black with LiLiaN!

 !! JJ !!

8 January 2007 - no title

 work is gd. bt i miss my collegue constants and lilian. constants left todae, last dae. lilian leaving on fri. they are gd in charge. ver cute n fun. cuz they are more young .i llike twins oso! she is the youngest . n we can chat well. it is guy who replace lilian, so i  will working under him and emily and an indian lady. the guy is quite young, tanned, average normal ( kan de sun yan)... i think tml onwards i going to work ot. at least half hr or so. need earn $. i printed 110 copies of flyers ( x4) for tution de. want to find students to gif tution.

 i belive in fate. n i sumhw feel my fate seems to be ending... bt wateva it is i hope fate reali gif me the best soln...if is going to end, no matter wat i do oso no use . wun save anything. anyway i oso tried le... cant go against fate de.

my focus nw is earn a lot of $ n save as much as possible ( which cant be la) .. try lo.. n oso catch up with my stock things.

last bt nt least sry my dear 4e5 friends, the internet display the wrong rates so hae to trouble u all to pay extra $5 ... so sry so sry... =) thks for u ppl de kind understanding. love u guys. muacks!

7 January 2007 - i love...

I LOVE :

1. myself
2. my life
3. my family
4. my friends
5. my dearest YJR
6. my gd "bOI' friends of lc,wl,cs,kh,they all.
7. my talkative "TALENT"
8. my hair colour
9. my ability to socialise with ppl
10. to shop
11. to chat
12. to sing ( bt quit le, just sing to myself lol)
13. to go dating
14. to watch gd movies
15. cross stitching
16. SPORTS!!
17. vbALL!
18. to tk different picture with different friends. ( memories )
19. recalling memories
20. to earn money
21. to watch drama show
22. to make new friends
23. to blog
24. too see chio bu
25. tanning
26. sporty people
27. play games
28. socialise
29. to help people around me
30. to be myself
31. i love to listen to nice songs

.

4 January 2007 - adult fare!!!

 wah lau! stuppid adult fare. so ex , damn ex, ver ex, freaking ex. i cant take it. one day i spend 6bucks on bus fare... equal one hr of my work. like tt restrict me frm going far leh. n going out! tk taxi shared among friends more worth. n tt y jx n me shared bus fare frm bukit gomak to bukit batok driving centre. haha! my work place so far frm my hse . n everday jus go n back hm, is $2.20 le. w/o including going other place or wat. dots lah!

then no more student meal, cut hair no special discount , ( stil hae to lie ) haha. seoul garden no student price , pizza oso. sian sian sian.

tt wat i wan to complain for today! haha .. btw i cut my hair le! haha mum , n da say nt nice. dad n big bro say nt bad. haha here it goes my new hair :

       ( he is L --- genius! i admire..)

1 January 2007 - rainbow! 010107

its been six days since i blog. mani acitivites i hae for this few days. lets start frm :

28/12/06  --- went to watch death note. few people didnt turn up.. haha bt stil i am very satisfied with the movie, the ending was nt bad. the show is unexpected! haha nt easy to understand if u neva pay attention. very cool the L ! haha misa is cute n chio !

29/12/06 --- manicure in the morning. went to hotel. settle w the mk up. sudden change of dress. suppose to wear white. bt they say informal. n thks god they tel me to change. n thks lots to hunny. she bring the extra dress otherwise i duno hw... haha n i reach there is reali wah heng lidat. lol cuz everyone wear so formal. gt gown de oso. gown a bit over la. lol. no offence. mani chio bu. shuai ge i think ver few. helped my friends to ask tk pic w their eye candy. one my hunny one is jx. lol. quite hapi for them. then i sun bian oso tk w them. lol... the programs reali sux. jus taking pic is fun. then dad fetch me n da hm... way to lau pa sa, eat satay n drink tea tarik! back hm.. tired slp.

30/12/06  to 31/12/06 --- last two days of 2006, a gd ending of 2006 .. nice memories shared bet me n da. he stayed overnite.... 5days 4nite chal. ended tml 2/1/07 ... supposed  to be 4days 3 nite, bt cuz he wan teach bro chemi so stay overnite. this chal was ver gd. thou at nite i so tired til cant stay up, n rather disappointing for da. esp at sat. i slp at 12++ watch tv halfway fall aslepp. haha. he stayed up til 4++ then slp, alone seeing me slp.  every activity is planned by da, he neva tel me anything til the day then tel me. is some sort of suprise. n reali suprise cuz sat he bring me out to sentosa ( my fav beach) , suppose to be picnic end up i tanning. haha he sunburnt. haha i cant tanned de, i jus get brown oni. lol. i will ctd tanned n start swimming live a healthy lifestyle.... we were afraid will rain, thks god it didnt rain, it started raining after we pack up , so heng! haha ate icecream, bought by da, surplees,oh ya b4 tt bought mani food to the beach to hae our picinic. then catched a while of the animal show , so sad it started raining so heavy tt hae to cancel the show. went back to to my house there, ate fried kway teow, night market. hm sweet hm. watch vcd..

sunday were out to bugis n je ,the best part of the day ----------

  SHOPPING SPREE!!!!

i choose anything i want and da just pay for it. end up spent 50++ dollars .... bought a watch, shoe ( ver unique) , short pants and two belts... love lots! haha da also buy his own clothes and sneakers. total amt spend for two days, $200.... then went for movie, night in the museum, had great dinner n is cheap ... saw junyang at the je countdown, saw le yao & felicia at boon lay countdown.

1/1/07 --- da suppose to go hm, bt end up staying for another nite. watched the host vcd, went for dinner w my family then je, for icecream & acrade, back hm, he ctd to teach bro chemi. sing songs at nite while my whole family were sleeping. triumph in the skies last episode.. lol. nice ending... very sweet... i learnt mani things frm the shoW...  and 1/1/06 is our anniversay date, we celebrate our anniversay on 1/1, we purposely mk this day.. cause we will count down on 31 dec 06. ..and on this special day, with new begining i saw this in my life , after 18yrs...( bit kuku bt is reali my first time) :

                                             mY 1st time

 soMe random pics for these few days :

                                          sS & huNNy & Me

                                        ~  thReE of Us~

                                           .................

                                my dearest huang lao shi!

                             long yrs of friends ( ard 8yrs ? )

                                                     =)

                                           Me N Yi JuN

                                                 !!!!

                                                    <>

                                In SenTosA bUS ( wAy HM)

                                             || TwiSt ||

                                         sunday --- dinner at je

                                              smileeeee

                                  **  da with parrot **

25 December 2006 - merrY xmAS!

 haha! i nw seldom update blog le. haha reali busy or tired. well short update.

sat: haha was late while meeting the guys. cux i went to develop pics for them. then was rather bored the journey there cuz i oni ger. bt is ok used to it, along the journey were sms w jx.. then reach there meet up w cs, fly kite, play arcade. at least i noe hw to fly a bit. thks to kh teaching me. haha i pei fu kh n lc so patience in figuring out the big kite. haha. the most ex one. then we sat together ate our steamboat. haha i didnt eat much. at the end.. i kip helpin alvin n weilong to pluck the big bowl of prawn. ahahah they reali ver joker , kip cooking the prawn and throw on my plate. want me to pluck faster. n after i pluck one , they wil snatch the prawn. haha kinda kid ... then went to play pool.. thks to them n mh to teach me pool. my 2nd attempt. ahah n i  no hw play abit la. .still noob.. ver lousy. haha. bt i wil ctd learning.. the best and first time experience happened when we go hm the time, cs n waiyan suggest to walk to the mrt... which is soooooooooooo far la. haha they stil say ver fast de ten mins or wat. n wat is funi is the journey back. we stuck in the middle. duno which direction to ctd walk. then we saw the bus coming, we quickly run str. ahha lucky kh saw the bus was not going to our direction .haha so farnie when we run so cham.. yet is wrong direction. haha.. end up mh dad send me, weilong n waiyan hm. while the rest took cab.. was down tired.

sun :  went to ss hse at late nite. took cab w jx, reached at 9++...b4 that went to trim eyebrown w jx at two way, ouch! reali pain. my first time. haha! then went to boon lay to mk my lens. my xmas present by jx. cuz yjr shared presenta among us. ate dinner, jx come over to use u zap. awhile later after we reached ss hse, hunny came. we ate n sat down in the kitchen. joined ss' s sis's friends... to play mani games. very very farnie they all. drank alcohol.. i learned two games, one is 7up and the other is hai dai. ahha. wanted to play mahjong end up the adults are playing. we went to the rm ,chat, eat, listen music, big two , etc. then we came up a business idea.

tt is... we use those white shoe, those u found in far east where they sell limted edition shoe, with their own design. haha! ya. we going to create webpg , ask kl help, then we design mani and stil gt package for couples, for a grp of friends , oso gt customised one .. this is a brief oni. main designer is FENG LING, but everyone once think of any design can just draw on paper then fl will draw on the shoe, then we will paint, so she wun so stress. then IT stuff is KL, mostly i will tk marketing.. haha. finance and is JIE XIN... the rest " bao ga liao"

haha .. fl joined after us for mahjong session ( a while oni ).. after hunny went to work. then after lunch we went to jp shop. ss n fl do their manicure. we ate at delifrance .. nice food .. the ice cream omg  so nice. then the table next to us, think got a guy interested in hunny. oh ya hunny work at there. then their friends kip asking him to go tk no frm hunny. haha.. btw the food at ss hse was reali nice. prepared by ss n her sis. so pro! haha.. n there is a chio bu, she is kong zhong xiao jie... so pretty n nice figure. she do the cheesecake is like heavenly la. haha. i mus learn lo!

tml going to start working.. few more days to grad nite... nth much to be excited for. i decided nt to stay at the hotel.

ps: thks ss for everything. =)

last bt nt least :

MERRY XMAS PEOPLE!

23 December 2006 - erm...

 time flies. it is been one month plus since we complete our a level. n yet i felt like more than one mths. haha. work is still gd. the pppl there are very farnie.. today going to fly kite.. hw i wish no rain later thou nw there is no rain bt the sky is dark.... i went to develop pic jus nw. haha. gt motive de. i went to the kodak shop, the uncle say cant develop pic frm cam la..haha..i hack lo then went over to fujiflim ... he said can.. n is 35c each..haha more hua lo.. u use those machine 50c.. n the kodak shop is $1 each. crazy...

i get to  love my phone more as time passes.. haha recentli then i realisd my hp , when u tk pic le can zoom in n c.. i tot cant.. haha ya hunny u noe  ma.. is click landscape then u can zoom in and c.. haha.. like digital cam. i love it!

speakin abt bgr... i recentli felt ver drifted frm da. very cuz both of us work... by the time i reach hm i already so tired le... i duno wat happen.. frankly i long time ago already told him n realised i nt prepared le.. so i duno wat to do... just let nature tk its course ba. haha tml will be a better dae.. must believe in this!

i miss my friends.. i miss yjr.. laughing in the school so loudly.. haha then seeing them looking at eye candy.. ver cute their reaction... i miss studying with yj , may ee, kl, sherm, they all.. when we makan then hae to study again. haha when i climb up to the highest staircase and memorise my chi n econs, stupid kl some times climb up n scare me. haha... n he will be there singing and singing. hahha... memories.. everything are my memories...

20 December 2006 - at work

been long since i blog ba. duno hw mani days ... well beeen busy all the while...tired ba. things are getting much to do, but i like it better than nth to do.. haha i tot working extra time no pay, bt hae leh. so  ystd i stayed for 45mins, today 1hr. more worth lo . i work normal pay $5.50 but ot $8.50 a hr leh. 45mins gt $6+ le. haha. if i everyday ot then can add up to 900+ better. haha...

past few days were just working , go hm , surft net slack ard. my basic exam coming le , jan 3rd. suddenly felt scare tt i fail...cuz i dun wan to fail, wil waste time , energy , money, n tt day hae to tk half day leave, waste money again. i hope i can pass. bt lots to memorise leh. heaven do any... today tk leave frm my two supervisor so farnie la they all. kip draggin dun wan me tk leave. i like both of them, bt sad to say lilian quitting le.jan she going off... today at ard 1+ i so bored no work do, finally lilian dig some job for me to do, n is so much til i can hang til so late. haha. hapi. went hm no rain. ( i hate rain, shucks man, ystd i was trapped in the flood, so er xin my foot all step on the dirty water) ... ate curry for dinner. i love hm cook curry cuz no coconut.

i still finding students leh. i wan gif tution earn extra income.

been long since i had great chat w da. cuz he work ver busy. our timeshift so diff. i wk, he slp, i going slp, he just come hm... bt is ok ,endure lo..  i realised 2nd jan is holiday too. haha tt means one more day no need work.

i saw lc pic at friendster, ver farnie pic. haha very cute. i let weilong n cs see. both laugh . when i saw the pic i kip laughing. ver farnie. sry lc i no is ver bad to tk ur pic, bt i noe u dun mind rite. lol...

16 December 2006 - hiM...

i met him ttwo years ago.... at feb 14th 2004....he sent me the first msg... just a casual msg of " hi , happi valentine day, now dating w ur bf ah? .............." smth lidat. just ver casual... and i replied.. we started chatting....

starting we just sms while or send those stupid forward sms... to shoot people one... then we begin to chat every nite... it is become a routine... one day neva chat will seem empty .... time flies.. and in bet we shared mani probs .. we are ver close friends... n we will alwys mk msg for each other... those w care n concern.. whenva i met w prob, or sick , or sad, he wil be there to cheer me up.. his care reali touches me.. tt where i fall in love w him first...

tt moment he likes a ger... he seem ver attracted to her... her name is julye. ( a very very pretty ger, haha. is reali pretty worx. ) .. i tried to help him in anyway i can to woo her... halfway thr,  i confessed my feelings, i duno where to get the courage bt i jus confessed... haha.... he rejected me =( he said " i pray to god, n god says is better for us to remain single" he said y nt we be bro n sis lo...  

was very sad, the next day didnt wan to see him, oso ps lah, i ignored him. then during recess he came to my table n sit beside me... then he talked to me.. he still can joke lo. haha. then i burst into laughters. trying to minimise the ps.... then at nite i agreed to be his mei... i put aside my feelings n tell myself since is nt mine, shall nt force.. ( true mah , love cant be force) ..  tt period i tried my very very best to help him to woo her, like her bday , i gif him ideas wat to buy, then i bring him go buy the present, his present for her is a bottle of stars own  mk, i even teach hw to mk stars. haha end up he mk de nicer than mine... yup times goes on.....

on 21st July 2005, he sent me a sms... it goes like this " one day kor come forward to u and tell u i wan to break ties with u, n u will walk off sadly w/o knowing that i wanted to start smth special with u " .. ( smth lidat, btw this is original a forward msg by me, he edited it) ... n that is how our journey started... almost everday makan w the guys (lc,wl,cs,kh,wc....) , that is hw i so gd friends w them..

til here the HIM of cuZ is nOnE other thAn :

today , we are still together after so much happened in the past.. we are together for 2years near 5mths... looks like a short time , bt to me is long, cuz in bet there are too many struggles and conflicts...

i want to say a big SRY to him.....for everything, oso sry for ystd i gif him a bad remark ---- stupid. haha... stupid for choosing the stupid job tat is frm 3pm to 11pm, very tedious kip carry pc, rest half hr, work frm mon to sat, xmas oso work, cant use hp, cant drink water mus ask permission, go toilet oso must ask, n he do this job instead of data e entry $6 per hr, this stupid job is $5.50 per hr... both oso same lasted for two weeks..... still im sry ... reali sry to him.......

well, ystd i watched triumph in the skies, very sad.. mon more sad... he kana accident... i gt tearss come out when i watched ystd episode, can feel the yishan pain tt she is stuck in bet two guys... n her hubby going away frm her.... hais. love really has no guarantee. it can changes anytime anywhere. all i can say is when u hae one cherish it, if u meet one grab it, if u touch wood lose it ,just let go, since is nt fated to be urs. ( thou sure will ver sad la)

alrite im out.. today boring dae.. nth to do sat.. i decided to read my drivin bk n watch vcd. lots to watch. gt time read my stock notes. heaven started practicing lol

15 December 2006 - mixed feelings

 today i am both hapi n sad... ystd oso. well short one. sad is cuz da had went to work for two works , wun be seeing him for two weeks or so.. provided sun we meet up which is 95%nt possible. cuz this sun i going out w kh, lc, wl , cs to mk kite and eat lunch. haha yup for next sat outing.. haha. fun leh i wan to learn hw to mk. haha thou i am the oni ger i am used to it. they are my gd friends mah. oh yup then da cant join us for outing and death note two. so zzz lo.... cuz he work for mon to sat... 3pm to 11pm .weird timing. n he listen wrong. is carry pc he tot present packagain... quite sad la bt endure two weeks oni...

oh yup for hapi is my initali so called spy ware is away le. then oso hapi cuz ystd went out w the gers. wanted took pic end up took one which ended badly tt i dun even wan to put up the pic.. cuz everyone eyes is like what sia.. the flash fault.. haha. bt i had fun eating with them. everyone so adult lidat change so much.. all so pretty le..haha  esp hunny n eil . eil change the most. hunny reali ver cute n pretty n sweet. her eyes so nice. like xiao qian leh... ver cute de.. tt y i fall in love w her mah.. haha.. eil dye hair le. one word to say, NICE !

hapi oso cuz been long i met da le. ystd thou is a short journey back hm frm city hall to lake side, bt i am contented. yup we oso went for supper. in fact is his dinner. then we chatted.haha. its been long since we have a great chat ... i think is cuz we neva see each other for abt a week, then when meet up like will grab the chance or wat.. like tt oso gd can practice for ns.. cuz ns oso one week meet once. haha.... there is reali a difference leh.. if everyday meet then no excitment le. n u may nt treasure the moment cuz u may think tml will meet again... then he sent me hm.. yup..

tml suppose to go out w him, since he working so no le lo. bt is ok ... i can rest.

btw i love my job a lot! is reali  ver nice, lots thing to do. even nth to do, time oso fly fast, cuz the very least u wil get an assignment , then u can slowly do then double check.. haha.... still can sms chat there.. haha... thou the pay is low compare to  anybody else.

  love my hubby!

13 December 2006 - Gao XiNg!

haha today i am very hapi! my 2nd day of work. dun seem boring because ther are mani things for me to do. basically my job is just to copy n paste, save file, do typing, filing, noting down things. tt all.. nth difficult. i even help another lady who is nt in charge of me, because the two ladies , they hae nth for me to do. the lady i help today looks like Yang Li Ping.. if anyone noe her..haha she is li nan xin 's ex wife.. haha. frm mediacorp de. i like the lady she ver sweet, i think she most chio that i see...her name is constant yeo.  she oso very nice to me. the two ladies who in charge of me are also ver gd.. one emily, another one is lilian. haha..

today time flies very fast , so fast i knock off. i even work for ten mins later. haha. unlike ystd. cuz ystd first dae. then today gt a ger call to ask me work part time go find chio bu, in fareast jus write down their name , u gt 2.50 per name u gt.. so easy to spot chio bu esp in far east, n esp i love to see mei nv. i love this job bt too bad they gt working hours, so i got to reject. haha...

well was happi becaus triumph in the skies in YOU TUBE... everything uploaded le.. haha... so if i miss nvm . can watch frm there. those last time one i oso can watch. i am now watchin ystd episode nw...oh ya ystd i went to my mum's frien hse, which is where yijun tutor my bro n his friend. his frien name guang liang, very cute.. haha... then i had small chat w yj..

hmm there are two small thing bothering me. tt is da , n the other is $ .... oso during my lunch time i most zzz.. the others im ok cuz work alone.. lunch time the adults gossip left me alone there... so poor thing. got one already marriedl le . can see hw old they are.. age gap sia.. gt one student 16yrs old. bt she quitting soon cuz going study ... she n level.. her sis coming tk over.. n guess wat she is frm yuhua secondaey sch.. wonder if i gt c her b4. she is one yr smaller than me...

yup talking abt da, eva since i work i seem very drifted frm him. i no he is very ver upset when i work, cuz i no time for him. quite true la, he no job then at hm so bored, then wan go out w me oso cant cuz i having work.. felt bad. nw wat i can do is pray he found a job asap, yup i intend to help him find frm internet...

those still hunting for job , can go to www.jobstreet.com.sg

btw, i having dinner w yjr gers tml. yeah ! miss them so much. oso next sat, lc n me organise outing to mariana bay to fly kite n eat steamboat. abt 10 the most going.. 3 gers which include me, the others are guys. the same gang. lol. then death note 2 on 28th dec ... 29th dec grad nite. haha. 29th dec to 1st jan da chal at my hse. 3rd jan my basic theory exam... haha...

11 December 2006 - yeah!!!

I got a job le! haha.thks to jie xin. haha she reali a lucky ger. haha.. fu xin.

THANKYOU JIE XIN...lol she help me find job admin ya. pay is nt high bt better than nth... better than kip slacking at hm wasting my time. $5.50 per hr. I hope got OT or can work at those public hols which i never celebrate. OT will be $8.50 a hr, public holiday $11 per hr. haha.... but i calculated after deducting my debt, n hae to gif parents money every mth i am left w 100++ to 300++ , which means after 6mths i oni earn $1800 lidat...bt is ok.. i am nt a lucky ger so hae to do w it. everything is a learning experience =)

today went to tampines w da. bt wasnt a happi ending back hm. shant said abt it.

tml new day! new job! i will be happi as usual....

tml they playing badminton, i mean my 4e5 friends, bt i am working so reject it....

to think abt it, my grad nite clothes reali ver simple, n is kinda weird ( after watching star awards i felt so).. cuz grad nite suppose to be formal, i mean as in ppl will wear dress.. bt i am wearing a top n a bottom. haha. so causual lidat. haha. more on going to pub????ppl are going for elegant look, my clothes seem to be going to vain look. lolx. tt my opinion la.. cuz the skirt is super super short. like neva wear anything lidat. haha! no la. jk.

10 December 2006 - results out!

haha.. dun wry is nt alevel. lolx. lame .. haha.. is star awards results for 2006.

TOP 10 MOST POPULAR  MALE ARTISTE

TOP 10 MOST POPULAR FEMALE ARTISTE

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Shall just put the top 10 people. lol.

well let me give some updates. this two days, i spend my whole day at bayview hotel , atttending the weath seminar. haha. my own money.. i paid in total $328 and i felt worth it. because i learnt how to play stock, how to play it safe, how to buy etc. everything about stocks. and this price if u go outside, is much much higher. and once i learn it and practice it online , it can follow me for life. haha. reali worx. haha, suppose to open an account todae. bt was busy watching star awards from 6pm all the way to 11pm. talk to da frm 630 to 7pm ba. :p

today i talk to weilong. sms i mean. quite long. abt the whole nite. haha. nw he duno where le no reply i guess watching soccer. today arsenal vs cher.... ( duno hw to spell). haha. is mark lee said de. haha. yup frm the sms we been smsing , i realised alot of things realli fated.. long story... in the end i just wan to say if is urs means urs, if nt then dun force it.

oh ya mr gomez give a motivation or shld say talk abt life. is realli inspiring. there is no failure in life, dun tk it as failure when u fails, tk it as learning experience. no matter in love, studies, career, relationship etc... he ask a qn, why do we wk everyday in the morning??? haha only people who have goals, they will work hard n move towards it ... n thus everyday they wk up , it will be filled w acitivites, excitment, cuz they are one day nearer to their goal. for those who does not hae any goal, u wk up will be like so sianz, so moody blah blah blah. life is meaningless if u do not hae any goal. so ppl, sit down , get a pen n jus brainstorm all ur goals. n give a time frame. then u find ur life reali full of meaning. haha. n goals must not onli be doctor or wat. can be under study, personal development, family , frineds etc.. eg ur goal is to slim down by next yr or wat. that is oso a goal .haha oso must learn how to SAVE! whenva u wan to buy a thing, ask urself, is this worth it,do u reali need it... dun alwys rush! basically these are the basic of wat i learn ystd. haha. the others is abt stocks...

8 December 2006 - flash back.

 today wk at 9++ .. first time.. haha first time to have a good slp from 1am to 9++... i must tc of my health now.. very sick for 2weeks le, yet i still playing n staying up to 5am or 6am for past few days.. haha. today is for me to yang bin. i staying at hm for whole dae. nobody can ask me out. cuz tml going for the stock program. mus hae energy. is my own $ have to pay attention. =) whole morning spending on looking at pics frm those cd , kl burn for me.. .the past de.. then save those proper n ns pic in my pic.. n a lot of memories being flash back... like caiye, our 05s22 bbq in 2005 , caiye farewell party, outing w my best friends, outing to zoo, yjr chalet 2006, a lot... i even look at orientation cd. haha. i put all the cd to a case which i just bought from diaso. haha. i love the place. i oso buy a box for memories like xmas cards ,letters, bday cards etc.

so sad oni me heaven find job.. jx starting work todae. she is so lucky. so mani ppl call her to go for interview , she rejects or dun turn up. ystd she suppose to hae the warner music company job admin, bt end up mh had it , cuz she saw mh n you yi on the way. haha bt hao ren you hao bao.afternoon she gt a call, can start work immediately, dun need to go interview. at tuas, lunch n transport provided. today she starts working. 6bucks per hr. i felt a lot cuz is 5days work, normal office hr plus gt free lunch n transport. so lucky... unlike me. find so mani jobs and go so mani interviews, none want me. lol. fl oso working, ss oso, my hunny working for delifrance. all found a job. eil i duno. pls i need a job....!!!!

some random pics from all the pics i saw this morning...

nice picture!

gIrlsSssss....

My tWo Ex MeI =)

me & shaNe

toNgue ouT

mE & huNNy At zOO

cheErS foR caIye!

thE memOrieS..

6 December 2006 - interesting...

well now blogging while my da is helping dad to fix the cabinet. is DIY. haha he must be having a hard time. hope they can succes. lol. i am now very very sick. ystd oso. had heachache, period, stomach ache, sore throat , cough n flu . the mucus everything is green colour one , very heaty and er xin. ( sry for those read already felt disghusting) .

well now shall update abt my chal for 4e5 and with da. 4e5 chalet , i stayed for only one nite ... haha my friens were asking me n da stay for another nite, cuz there left oni 6-7 ppl ... bt we didnt . suppose to eat dinner w them ( mainly guys) then go hm, bt they going hm.. so me n da tk free ride frm wc to city hall. first day of chal was fun, thou at times were quite bored. when u play u r nt. bt when is nt ur turn to play u will be bored. lol. oni thing to chat then wil nt. we rent mahjong. haha they mahjong the whole nite sia. even we left, the guys ctd playing. was fun n farnie. tk turnss to play. play big two too. n a while of guess w weilong n kumaran. so farnie while we are playing.... kip laughing. n esp kumaran laughters is so contagious. took pics with the guys n gers. took clss pic. shall show below. i didnt slp for the nite. oni 3hrs frm 6++ am to 10 lidat. i cant believe i can endure til so late then slp. yup ard 5am i went out w kumaran, long cheng , weilong and geok hong to stroll around, n we walk to the beach sit down a while n chat. i wana chat longer bt cuz the beach was stink n dirty we jus went back. went back a while i slp.

2nd day, i wk up by noise. then da was sleeping so soundly til 3-4pm.. i play mahjong w lc, wl , n kumaran. then went to eat lunch w them n chat and  see them play pool .saw xiuyi n her bf at escape entrance. well went hm after my bath n play arcade w da.. then reach city hall, went to buy sushi n can food. went back hm, da install Cs n Dota to my new comp. n we went for dinner. he play game while i watched tv. quite sad at nite smth happen. ...

wk up today... everything ok le. =) yeah! nt much activity in fact. cuz i am very sick oso all shopping mall we went b4 like orchard, bugis, suntec, causeway , westmall, jp, imm etc.. so no special place to go. we even went b4 zoo n bird park. haha today we choose to go lot one. yes small mall, bt to our suprise we ate smth different that is ate as SIAM Restuarant. a small restuarant. first time eva bet us . cuz we are nt rich ppl. actualli the restuarant food oso nt ver ex la. is they having promotion. $8 bucks each person. got 8 course meal. ok la nt bad leh the food. thou one plate we initally tot is one course, actuali is 4 course within. lol.  bought my grad nite bag... haha unexpected , initialli was thinking dun buy end up da found one for me. $23 for the bag, to me is ex .. but it can serve 3 purpose so ok la. =) can use when go out....

watched troy and death note. nice show! haha. shall watch death note 2. so excited... =O well another has passed.. tml n fri i shall rest! i gona miss my sec friends!

here are the pictures:

                             my clss 4e5

                           me & Vern

                  mi  & mh

               Me & long cheng

                my pal , chun seng & me

                   me  & joker kumaran

                             mi & sweet sh

                          couple waiyan sh & me

                            me & my gd frien , weilong

                      me & long yr friends Kah Heng

                   Woon cHang & wo

                                     tHe guYs ...

                             taken after bath!

                                      uS =)

                             at siam restuarant.. muacks

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               the four dishes in one plate. haha!

4 December 2006 - my family

today i officially stay in this new house at BOON LAY PLACE.... i had my new computer and hp in the same day. Yup i am happy =)  but there is one thing the wireless connection not gd leh , my bro comp kip kana disconnect. duno how to help him. ask the person i also duno what he is saying lol . just hope the connection gets better. today i shall talk abt my family. bcuz i wk earli todae, so no special activity to update. later then go chal. =P

let me start with my daddy. haha a tall and farnie father. i like him alot. because he is a very calm person no matter in wat. he is more understanding and more reasonable. he hates quarrels and noise.lol . but he alwys talk alot of " ren shen dao li" ... some reali mk sense , some is like jokes. haha. he very easy stress. very funny. oso not suprise la. because he is the " yi jia zhi zhu" mah. so mani kids and gt two wife to support. haha another is his vehicle.

he seems very scare i grow up , work dun wan support him. lol. ( bt dun wry dad i will de)

  dad n me =)

next is my mum... she is a very kind hearted mum. but she is rough on outside.. haha inside she cares but in not an obvious way.... wheneva we all sick, she will tk great care of us. i guess all mothers are lidat. lol. but sometimes she reali fierce esp when she bad mood ... can anyhw scold one. haha but still a very nice mum in all. hehe. i love her!

 that 's her <=

last but not least is my two brothers. big brother, from young we never build a good relationship. but still he is my brother. he is kinda cool now lol. since the conflict w him tt time, we talked very little. but now is better. so i hope move new house can have new begining... new start w him. beside in the past we two are still young.. now we are older le .. should noe hw to think ...

my youngest bro is the most cute. i love him alot. but i seldom play w him, partli i am ger ba... haha oso i am very busy w my stuff, like studies, date, shopping etc. but i still dote him lots. now he is closer w my big bro , gd thing actualli, at least he got companion. haha. guy n guy ma. they alwys play stupid stuff. haha. he is also very smart , but very naughty. lol. i guess most of my friends noe abt him.

  in genting w bro

 cute cute bro haha!